Existing blog posts in English x4 from the past year
WORD COUNT (Total): 1566
I’m a nice person so you don’t have to 22.12.2017 21:23
Washed the carpets. Vacuumed floors. Wiped floors with a wet cloth. Removed lots of small rocks and dog hair… organized, threw away mail and receipts and other garbage from surfaces.
We got about nine(?) Christmas cards, one was a surprise didn’t know who it was from? And yeah about to get started to be ready for the Eve. Gifts packaged, traditional sweetened casseroles were bought. Hell, fiancé even put some martini in my martini glass for me and I was pooping when he handed it to me in the toilet. I took a couple of ”expired” a year ago green tea tablets, I am tired after driving around and shopping and first in the morning we did pay bills… there are still some left (surprise, surprise!) but that’s another thing to get stressed over, so whatever.
Dog has got to be ”furminated” before Sunday so can take him with us. We are seeing relatives whose traditional Xmas food array and selection has been quite.. extensive and delicious in it’s richness but rustic-ness also too. Rustic meets urban a lot I guess.
Fish eggs meet homemade casseroles, there’s an almond in the rice porridge, and tarts have plum jam in the middle and gingerbread cookies go well with blue cheese and mulled wine and, perhaps a glass of wine etc. potatoes with sauce, salads, the oven baked ham the night before, salmon or gravlax, and other fishes from lake, and moose meat or turkey or… it’s rare that they remember to document the foods before it’s been served but I have a good memory since it’s like a yearly thing now we’ve enjoyed a feast for Kings… last year I went alone with the dog cause fiancé was quite ill. He doesn’t want me to even bring it up.
What else? Christmas songs, red and white elf hats with pompoms, mittens, grey, green, red, white, blue… peace on Earth and gifts and Santa and elves and sun-god born again on Yule and I dunno I just can’t keep my eyes open anymore
Well, I’m not the next S.King with this blog but at least it flows out of me. Helps to organize thoughts and actions and stuff.
Bringing carpets back in tomorrow. I’ll leave some things for tomorrow as well. There’s an idiom in Finland that ”Do you keep carpets on the floor?” – No, they stay on the floor without us keeping a hold of them… (joke. you may laugh. I only know racist and homophobic, naughty jokes tho and I’m sorry for that.)
On that note I’ll head to bed so, bonne nuit <——French
Won’t even escalate that quick 4.3.2018
I’m a sucker for love stories… unrequited love, the disney- kind, the Joker&Harley. It could be cause I suck at love. I mean I do love myself, right? No matter what. If there is some sort of chemistry though I might still totally miss it. For example Jack Reacher I was like bleh. And we get out of the theater and my friend starts fuming about the chemistry in the movie and I’m like, what? No way!! It’s more like Twilight for me. The endless passion of two platonic lovers like Mulder&Scully. I can’t believe how much Charmed I’ve watched and the sisters were all dating different men and making love spells and whatnot and I didn’t realize what sexy skanks they were. I mean, I’m a spice-girl and I didn’t have any spice in my girl’s life until I was 21. I didn’t understand the hint of lollipops baby spice sucked in every music video. Well, I’m not sure if I understood the ’2 become 1’ but maybe I did yeah. My first kiss was quite passionate but it was with a girl and I don’t think any kiss since has been better, ahem.
I don’t even know how to flirt. I mean, I have a lazy eye sometimes but. I’m not winking at peoples.
I was browsing through instagram and saw I wasn’t the only one having the same problem so I laughed at the video. Situations come to play, caring, making observations. People only do what they do to avoid doing other things… I wouldn’t call myself asexual maybe or pansexual even though my sexual pleasures can be somewhat random or made up fantasies or something… but yeah books are sexy. I don’t care if it’s the Bible. French is sexy, hit me up with some garçons. Being gay is sexy in an unachievable way, even though it’s quite rare to find a romance between a gay male and a straight female but alas, I’ve found some on tv and it was called Bob&Rose.
Can’t fix what isn’t broken. Everyone has the need. I just delayed mine a little bit. I wasn’t saving it up for anyone special I just always knew I wouldn’t be able to stop laying around if I started. It’s possible to trust that kind of intuition especially when it comes true…
I’m pro-life though so I’m glad I don’t have babies anywhere. I kinda don’t want to give them schizophrenia while they spend the time in my womb.
fiancé wants to go see Red Sparrow in cinemas but I don’t think I want to go… Atomic Blonde was the last ”spy” movie we saw and that was alright but the RS has Lawrence on it and I didn’t like her in American Hustle or whatever the movie was supposed to be… I’ll rewatch Hunger Games and sing The Hanging Tree but some roles aren’t just… you know?
Whatevs and thanks for reading. I know ya’ll love my ”broken English”
Excuse me, may I ask a silly question? Why are you talking English 4.10.2018 20:16
Slept couple of hours last night and been outside of my flat until 8pm.
There was a meeting of local academic players at the University, a noob evening the event was called. It was my first time attending and I’ve even gotten a bill to support the action, a membership fee+ half of it is a joining fee
Only smoked one cigarette in a 3-hour window ? My feet stink, I had one black and one white sock
My hands were ink stained from doing a two colored silk screen printing image, &been blushing and god-knows-what?
They had some good snacks, I hardly played anything else but spun two poke-stops every 5 min. I mean, there are board game nights at school already so it’s not like there’d been time to play – nor would’ve I known how to set the board count points etc (I hate counting points)
Gotta shower, try on a bra, hope the cup size’s okay. I did do some online shopping (embossed dragon notebook/diary) and pay bills (web domain, phone insurance fee) and renew a library book
and yeah been a busy day. Even my exclamation marks are tired…
There’s a shadow hanging over me? 30.10.2018 15:33
Analyzing my blog text again through
-gender etc text tools online.
Actually…. google translate has done a good job, or at least it’s legible. Some things are funny and when I purposefully write in English, I can still make some rather hard to understand sentences. There was almost ten thousand words on the first page alone after translation!! I should be able to do a NaNoWriMo in a week lol. (50k words, starts 1st Nov)
Just chilling, wasting time, thinking what to do next… listening to Capital FM London from my Apple AirPods®. I’m excellent at writing things out of nothing… (people keep me throwing sticks at me)
I guess I use words like: just, go, goes, would, a lot… sounds quite much like I was just lazying around hiding under obstacles of excuses..?
-”Yeah.” was my shortest sentence. I guess, I don’t get to speak a lot of English, baby!! hah ha.
I do watch movies without subtitles etc read the first Harry Potter in less than a day when I was twelve, but… it’s more like understanding more and less about being a native speaker or having to survive with one language only… I don’t really live in an English speaking country…
sigh. I used to sigh a lot but then mom started sighing too and she stole my habit of swag. By the way!! I only wore black clothes today. Wearing black like my humor (as if it matters I don’t even like black humor.) Bought a new black beanie yesterday, for my giant head
I was listening to a blog seminar by some lone woman whose apparently some blogging guru and does it for money now. She had some good points, like doing SEO and writing about ideas that are helpful to others so people would share them.
But… I have a niché already and I’m fine with being on my comfort zone with this blog. Do I really need to partner with brands, cause I pretty much have enough ”content” already with whatever it is I do
I love what I do.
After all my diagnosis isn’t who I am, it’s just what I have. https://themighty.com/2017/05/unemployed-mental-illness-secrets/
1 million Finnish people apparently use mood drugs that affect the nervous system.
by the way, my statistics tell me that a lot of American peoples come to my blog. I dedicate the posts I make in English for them!